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| 12:28am 08/09/2008 |
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hindi ko alam isusulat ko. basta. gusto ko lang malaman kung ano nga ba tayo. or kung may tayo ba. |
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| 12:05pm 05/09/2008 |
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mood:  confused music: none
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it has been past a year since i last posted an entry here in my lj account, and it is with such horror that i see my list of friends. i had to create a new password because i lost the old one and i had to update my userpic.
why did i visit this again, anyway? i blog at multiply, but since i was again tempted to read the site of hoykingcoy, i finally had the courage to again read my previous blog entries when i was a neener neener high school kid. don't get me wrong, i find my past self way too high above the grounds of reality than i am in now. my old self was filled with reverie. i, now on the other hand, though full of wit, lack the imagination i used to have. probably it is only through lj that i can blog everything privately--another side of me which is far away from my jaded life on multiply. yeah, maybe lj is an escape from reality.
yesterday i posted a public blog on multiply on how i was so confuckingfused with what's happening.
--teka lang ah, taympers. nandidiri akong isipin na lahat na ata ng blog ko ay nasa-ingles. nawawala ata ang pagka-seryoso ko. pero bakit ganun?? mas nadadalian na ako magbuhos ng nararamdaman sa isang wikang pumatay sa akin?--
anyway. ngayong umaga lang ay nanaginip ako tungkol sa mga bagay na bumabagabag sa akin ngayon. ilan na rito ang pag-aantay sa isang stasyon ng tren sa metro ng isang taong pinaka-mahalaga sa akin sa ngayon at ang pagbuhos ng mga imahe ng uri ng tubig sa ilalim ng makatang pagkanta ng isang salita. ang taong nag-antay sa akin sa tren ay nagbago ng anyo at nagkasakit nang hindi ako dumating sa tamang oras pero hindi naging problema ang paraan ng pagdating ko sa kanya. pagkagising ko, una kong tinignan ang cellphone ko at ayun. isang mensahe mula sa kanya. hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko eh.
napaisip tuloy ako. kapag nananaginip raw ng tungkol sa tubig, ibig sabihin ay uncertainty. marahil ay totoo nga.
hindi ko alam kung sino pa ang makakabasa nito. pero ayan. |
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| 09:46am 14/03/2007 |
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mood:  busy music: ?
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last night was a night i have chosen to forget, but have opted to remember.
it was a night were unspoke actions were said and undone dreams were acted.
haha. lalim.
but it's true...and now i face what i dread most with such courage and strength because i for a fact rejoice in the truth. foxy roses ang rosy foxes. which is which? it is now up to you.
the upcoming exams are scaring me like hell and for some reason i think i'd rather die. would that be okay? will you stop me dear rose? i think i'd want to go back to b-612 with you. but i know you don't want me to get bitten by the snake. we'll see then. 040512. kapow like the heavens.
"don't cry because it is over, be thankful that it happened."
~ms. cruz
BUT WHAT IF IT ISN'T FULLY OVER?
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| 04:03am 20/11/2006 |
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mood:  uh huh. this is my shit. all t music: kaleidoscope world noel norien version
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last night i recieved alarming news from a train.
it was loverly and just so shocking.
thank you mr. chuchutweyn.
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ang labo. anime, you'll get it. and thea too. hahaha.
i love the world.
are you part of it? |
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| 10:23am 14/11/2006 |
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mood:  ako'y nagagalak. music: thunder
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TO THE BUTTERFIES. MY CHRISTMAS LIST.
a plain green zipperless hoodie from terranova.
a future sex love sounds cd
a pair of vans
rubber shoes na flats
hmmm. lahat yan below a thousand. yung vans
kahit fake. pero naman. dagdagan nyo naman.
haha.
a plaid body bag din pala pwede.
soar high, butterflies. |
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| heaven. |
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| 03:30am 13/11/2006 |
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mood: i'm rejuvenated. music: playground love
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a while ago we were o the grass. tall grass. it was cool. but the sun's heat warmed us up and we warmed up the grass.
really, it wasn't damp anymore.
but the breeze sept us off our feet and it managed to give us its renmants.
a handful
of
kisses. |
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| oooh crap. |
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| 11:34am 07/11/2006 |
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mood:  frustrated music: ms. cunan's voice and autumn's monologue.<3
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things have been so crappy lately. make love not war!!!
please. i beg you.
you. SHIT YOU! bakit ka pa nabuhay?!
you. sorry and thank you. we have to talk.=)
you. I LOVE YOU.
yooooooouuuuuuu. titirisin na kita.
told you it's crap.
i just got a call slip from the office. whah. written reprimand for not securing an absentee slip on time. why do i have to be SO BAD? friends, don't tell me why.
hmmmm. love you biotches.<3 |
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| forwarded from a psycho |
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| 03:04pm 23/09/2006 |
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IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST,
I want to know things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! (Post in comments)
1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Do we know each other outside of Live Journal?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? |
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| 08:20am 30/08/2006 |
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mood:  blank music: tuk tuk tuk
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well. i just got a whopping 32/100 in my social perio. goodbye up. dammit. to those who passed, cursed be your tribe! man. i dunno what to do. i feel so stupid. |
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| it's so good to be back |
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| 03:00pm 06/08/2006 |
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mood: yeah. giddy? music: the end of something; urbandub
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hell it's good to be back. well. there's only one thought that i can share with you guys:
my tutu is black and everything else, including my shoes, are in pastel.
come on. think about it. what can you do at times like that? well, you just have to dance--not fearing that your costume might ruin the performance...but to dance as a single black earthling in pastel-colored crowd.
i miss you friends. ciao. |
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| 12:01am 12/04/2006 |
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mood: frustrated music: roses in april
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Hello children. I have a lot of things to say to a lot of people.
You. You're already getting down to my last nerve and one more step i'm gonna shatter you to pieces. You're nothing but a piece of glass, either transparent not to have an identity or lustrous to reflect other's thoughts.
You. You're a fucking piece of shit. Go find someone your own kind. Don't disturb the one happy with their lives. Again, another step and i'll kill you -- toni from sheldon's tell me your dreams style. I want to see you bleed a kazillion times more than i had to.
You. I miss you a lot. With the stolen phone and all. I hope you get a new one. I miss your sarcastic yet helpful advices.
You. I miss your jokes. Too bad I don't use regular load anymore.
You.. i know you're out of load. But i miss you as well. BUY UNLIMITED!
And you. I am your gift from the stars, and i'll be yours.. until the roses in april wilt. I love you so much and thank you for putting through with it all.=*'>
Oh well. Gotta go. Ciao. |
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